wanderlust

will be done with my university in 2 weeks time ...

&& i will be graduating! and then i will be in the working life.

well actually, i am already working so it makes no difference to me.

sometimes i feel like just putting everything aside and just leave this place ...

to just search for myself. & this suddenly reminds me of Eat Pray Love where she discovered herself by travelling. that's how i am feeling right now. for weeks i've been feeling this way and i dont know what to do.

oh well...

WANT THIS!

taken in Tioman :)

it's exam week :/
never did like sitting for exams.
rather work my butt off for assignments and be satisfied with it.
i have a very bad memory and i tend to write stupid stories during exams :/
wish me luck *fingers crossed*

waiting for June

have not touched this blog for god knows how long it has been. 
this month had been a bittersweet month, minor bumps along the way but i managed to pull myself back up again :)) afterall, this is nothing compared to what i've been through years back. 
&& so i can't wait for June to come...


i want to travel.
i wanna go back to Europe again. 
i miss London :(
i miss Spain :(
&& i definitely miss Paris's Louvre. not Paris. har har.
wanderlust :))


tumblr seems to be the only place where i can truly express myself these days for quite some time.
life seems pretty dull these days prolly because theres no love in me anymore.
yes of course there's friends and family and stuffs but something seems to be missing.
i think i really need to travel like NOW.
i've even lost my apetite to eat && food makes me happy all the time. so yeah.


on the bright side, am going to Tioman tomorrow :)
that's gotta be something right.
beach && bikinis && sand && swimming. that's pure bliss.



if only someone can see how i feel despite the toughness that i showed. 
it was never easy.




p/s: i don't like you anymore :)
i was just an option && you will have your karma for treating me like this :)
& you shall regret. 

i like you.

i really really like you

:))

*after such a long time? *

call me crazy but this is a really nice bag !!
its so simple and chic don't you think so? :))

i have the craziest taste ever.

dead than ever. LOL.

i seriously don't know how to revive this thing anymore

of oatmeals and lemons. YOUR SKIN LOVES OAT :))

sooooo, my blog is like DEAD DEAD. haha.

i think bloggings are so yesterday since everything is on Facebook itself :/

i want to share some facial secrets that i had been using recently and its GOOOD :)

i had a severe breakout recently and been trying almost everything to recover my pimples/acne and all those blemish creams are USELESS. its a waste of money and it doesn't have any difference when you apply it on. so i done a mini research on how lemons and oatmeal helps prevent and cure acne.

oatmeal is one of the best natural treatments for dry skin/ acne prone skin. just go to the supermarket to get some of the packet oatmeal. i'm using the Quaker oat and you can get this is every supermarket. next up blend your oats with the food processor until its fine and store this in a jar :)

also, i've been applying lemon juice topically on my pimples and its amazing ! i dap the lemon juice with a cotton and leave it on to sleep and wash it off the very next day.

yes it might stings a little but it is so worth it. now my pimples are all cleared and my scars are slowly fading. but do note that lemon juice will dry up your skin so apply your moisturizer everyday to prevent your skin from drying up :)

and and and not to forget the oatmeal and lemon facial mask !

Oatmeal Lemon Facial Mask: Add a tablespoon of fresh lemon juice to oatmeal and make a paste. Apply to face and throat and leave on skin for 5 minutes. Rinse. Follow with moisturizer. Weekly use of Oatmeal Lemon Facial Mask can help to bleach dark spots and freckles naturally. Lemon juice contains citric acid and vitamin C that functions as natural alpha hydroxy acids to help dissolve dead skin cells for brighter, more even toned skin.

taken from HERE

hope this helps ! :)

sooooooo .....

this week is going to be hell for me.

2 Individual assignments due.
1 International Marketing debate due.
1 class facilitation this week.


my life cannot get any better ! :D

*must have positive thinking all the time*

people still do like to judge me like as if they know what happened to me & they know me very well. please don't. you just make a big fool out of yourself. seriously, if you don't know any shit, please just shut up and don't make any judgements.




now, i have other things to worry about.
i hate this kind of feeling.
i can't seem to commit into a relationship again. i just realized this like few days ago when i'm asked to reconsider. whenever i think about what might happen and all, i'm scared about a lor of things. i'm very afraid.
plus of course there are some reasons on why i'm still hesitating on giving him an answer.
i don't know. i seriously don't know anymore.


till then.

HOLLA !

I. NEED. TO. PEE. 

nuff' said.

garypeppervintage

everything above is just right. 

the shoes.

the hair.

the top.

the shorts.

the clutch.

perfecto.

i'm feeling depressed recently. i need to get my things done. with my parents. 

i don't have the guts to do so simply cause i'm afraid they'll yell and be disappointed. i know they will be disappointed especially my mum. it breaks my heart knowing it before hand.

:'(